"Look, my dear, that's an old Indian city."
"Pecos," said Mr. Krohn, a fellow passenger.
"Like the river?" Laura leaned forward
to peer out of the window and glimpsed a heap of crumbling mud walls and
the remains of a Spanish church. The sun was behind it, sinking toward
the stair-step mountains and hurting her tired eyes. The trail had
left the river and begun to rise as it turned north and skirted the mountains
beyond which lay Santa Fé. Now that they were close to the
journey's end, Laura was able to take more interest in the country they
passed through.
"Just a mile or two to the next stop," her
uncle said. "The supper is worth waiting for, I assure you."
Laura sat back, making an effort to smile.
Her uncle's assurances, she had learned, were generally exaggerated.
As they had stopped at a ranch not an hour before, she made up her mind
not to expect less than ten miles in the next leg, which would bring them
within a day's travel of Santa Fé. Rubbing her thumb along
the peak of the clock in her lap, she stared out of the window at the cedar-dotted
hills. Though her middle seat had a poor view, it was better than
staring at her fellow passengers.
Her mind returned to Fort Union, as it often
had in the last few days. Her uncle had expressed his disappointment
in her behavior there; she had failed to captivate Lieutenant Owens, and
she had interfered with Captain Sibley's "property" in a most unseemly
fashion. Laura had swallowed her indignation, but could not bring
herself to apologize for a simple act of humanity. It troubled her
to find herself in a country where slavery was tolerated, and it troubled
her deeply to know that her uncle acquiesced in that tolerance.
A cool breeze reclaimed her attention.
The trail had swung west again, passing between rising hills. Pine
trees began to appear, dwarfing the cedars and casting long shadows in
the slanting sunshine. The stage slowed, mules laboring uphill as
they entered a little canyon. Ridges of rough, grey rock closed in
on both sides. The sun was hidden by the cliffs, and the air in this
valley was much cooler. Laura shivered at the sudden drop in temperature.
She was beginning to wish for her shawl when the trail rounded an outcrop
and sunlight spilled through the window once more, dappled by a sea of
fluttering green leaves.
"Oh!" Laura cried involuntarily. The
valley had opened into a little bowl, surrounded by pine-covered hills
and filled with rustling cottonwoods. The trail bisected the grove,
and in the middle a ranch house appeared, its mud walls glowing golden
in the late sunshine, a rocky ridge overlooking it to the north with a
blue, domed mountain beyond. It was the loveliest place Laura had
yet seen in New Mexico, and her spirits rose as the stage slowed to a halt
before the house.
"Here we are," Uncle Wallace said. "Not
so bad, was it?"
"No," Laura replied, and this time her smile
was heartfelt. As she stepped down from the coach she inhaled cool
air tinged with the smells of wood smoke and forest earth. Rock walls
marked a large corral west of the ranch house. A covered portal shaded
the whole front of the house, which had three doors facing onto the trail.
From one of these emerged a tall, lanky man in rancher's clothes, waving
long arms in welcome and saying "Bonjour, bonjour! Welcome to Glorieta!"
"Glorieta?" Laura said. "What a pretty
name."
The Frenchman's face crinkled in a smile.
"And you are a pretty lady, madame. May I carry that for you?"
Laura sensed kindness, as though this gentleman
drew great joy as well as a living from serving his guests. His hair
and mustache were black, just beginning to be peppered with grey, and his
eyes had a merry twinkle. She liked him, she decided, and allowed
him to relieve her of her clock.
"Thank you, Monsieur--?"
"Alexandre Vallé," he said, bowing
with a flourish. "But I am also called 'Pigeon'."
"Thank you, Monsieur Vallé."
Laura gazed around the valley again, drinking in its beauty. It was
a peaceful place. The wind in the cottonwoods reminded her of the
ocean, and instead of making her homesick, it made her feel at home.
Uncle Wallace trudged up with his portmanteau
and Laura's traveling case. "Hallo, Pigeon," he said. "When's
the next fandango?"
"You just missed one." The Frenchman
grinned. "For three days we were dancing."
"You'd outdance the devil himself," her uncle
said. "I see you met my niece."
"Ah!" Vallé exclaimed, turning to Laura.
"So this is Miss Howland? You did not tell me she is so beautiful!
She will
break all the hearts, my friend!"
Laura gave a cough of surprised laughter and
tried to frown at Vallé, but he was smiling and she found herself
smiling back. She had not been teased since her father died, she
realized. She glanced down at her dusty half-boots, suddenly lonely.
"Supper?" Uncle Wallace asked.
"It will be ready in half an hour," Vallé
said. "Meanwhile, I will show mademoiselle her room, yes?"
He waved them to the center door, through which the other passengers had
already gone.
The house was Mexican in style, like every
other ranch they had stopped at since Fort Union: thick walls made
of the mud bricks called adobes, dirt floor covered with black and white
checkered rugs, and wool mattresses rolled against the walls. Two
rough tables and several chairs formed the rest of the furniture.
One of the curious little beehive fireplaces common to the country was
tucked into a corner, and a larger conventional hearth crackled with bright
fire over which a pot of something savory was simmering. A diminutive
Mexican woman with a long, glossy black braid down her back looked up from
stirring the pot as they entered, and smiled when her eyes fell on Laura.
Very bright, those eyes, giving her an elfish look.
"Carmen," Vallé called to her, and
paused to exchange a few words in Spanish. The stage passengers were
setting their bags on the mattresses, claiming their beds for the night.
Uncle Wallace hurried to secure one while Vallé led Laura to a door
in the lefthand wall.
The second room was as large as the first,
though it had but one table and one corner fireplace. Luxurious accommodations
for a solitary female. "Shall I light the fire, mademoiselle?" Vallé
asked as he set Laura's clock in a little niche in the wall.
"Yes, thank you," Laura answered. Vallé
knelt by the beehive fireplace, and Laura went to the front wall, where
a door and a window faced the trail. There was glass in the window--attesting
to Monsieur Vallé's prosperity--and the curtain tacked over it was
clean, if a little faded. As Laura looked out, the mail coaches rumbled
past on their way into the corral for the night.
Uncle Wallace came in with her traveling case,
which he set near the fire. "Well, now," he said. "Quite cozy,
aren't we?"
"Yes," Laura said. "This is a beautiful
valley."
"Knew you'd get to liking New Mexico.
It grows on you."
Laura glanced at Vallé and refrained
from expressing her opinion of New Mexico in general: hot, dry, dusty,
filled with starving Mexicans and American adventurers. Instead she
opened her case and took out her black shawl. "I think I'll walk
while there's still light," she said.
"Bien," Vallé said, dusting off his
knees as he rose from the fireplace. "When you hear the bell, supper
will be served."
Laura went out into the crisp evening, crossed
the dusty ruts of the Santa Fé Trail, and found a stone well to
the south of it, with a stand of young corn nearby. Beyond the well
was a small pond, fed by a stream that trickled down the valley from the
west. Spring had lingered in the shelter of the mountains, and purple
and white wildflowers flourished at the water's edge. A plink
of water told her of fish, and she glanced up in time to see circles widening
on the pond's surface.
This place I could live in, she thought as
she strolled into the woods that were something like the green she had
known at home. She had always loved the outdoors, both wild forests
and civilized gardens. She and her father had taken long, frequent
walks, looking for herbs to make into medicines, discussing philosophy
and politics, pondering how to improve his career as a lecturer on health
and homeopathy, making grandiose plans that had never been put into motion,
and now never would be.
Laura's throat tightened, and she came to
a halt in the middle of a little copse of trees, pulling her shawl closer
around herself. She had tried so hard to help her father's success.
They had struggled. They had made sacrifices, stood by their beliefs,
and then he'd been drowned in a fishing accident--of all useless ways to
die--just when he'd seemed on the verge of success. Why? she asked
silently, as she'd done a thousand times in her prayers. God had
a reason for everything he did, but this she had not yet been able to understand,
and she was tired, so tired, of the weariness of grieving. She tilted
back her head and closed her eyes, inhaling the smell of forest earth,
hoping still for an answer.
"La glorieta," a soft voice said. Laura
started, and looked up to see Monsieur Vallé at the edge of the
glade.
"Forgive me," he said. "I did not mean
to frighten you."
"You followed me?" Laura accused, anger replacing
the momentary fear. Her heart was still racing from surprise.
"I am sorry," Vallé said. "When
I saw you go into the woods, I came to be sure you were safe. Many
people travel on this road, mademoiselle," he said, gesturing toward the
Trail.
"Oh," Laura said. "I see. It's
kind of you to be concerned."
"Also, it is almost time for supper," the
Frenchman added. "Shall I walk back with you, or do you wish to be
alone?"
"Let's go back," Laura said with a glance
at the hills behind which the sun had dipped. Twilight was falling
in the
forest, and she fell into step with Vallé, who kept a respectful
distance as they walked up the gentle slope to the trail. "What did
you say?" she asked. "Glorieta?"
"Yes," Vallé said. "That is what
you were like, standing in the middle of those trees. Like a glorieta.
The Spanish give that name to any place where something special is surrounded
by trees. A fountain, a shrine, a statue--"
"Are you saying I looked like a statue?" Laura
asked in mock indignation.
"It was not how you looked," he said.
"To me it is the feeling that makes a glorieta. There is a special
feeling . . . eh, bah. I am talking nonsense. Please pay no
attention."
Laura looked at his sun-weathered face, wanting
him to continue. Shyness prevented her from asking; she did not know
him and didn't wish to be rudely inquisitive. Yet she had the feeling
that what he had been about to say was important.
The clear sound of a bell broke the silence.
They reached the house as Carmen was hanging a lantern from the portal's
roof. The coachmen started coming in from the corral, and with a
last glance at the whispering cottonwoods, Laura followed her hosts in
to supper.
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